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Tomorrow I'll be informed of my grade,I'm nervous kind of,,,,I feel sorry for myself cause I have to pass another final exam+Laratory exam which I heard is very difficult,I think professor doesn't like me and I wish I never reregister for this course and I'm full of shit and I hope that God helps me like always and be kind to this new comer here,another thing is that I have enemies in class and I heard the boy said I don't like her

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U know what ,no matter what, I have to be blessed and greatfull that it's always thing for me to eat and clothes for me to wear and I have such a good and kind parents...I just have to thank God everyday for the good things that I have no matter how I screwd my exam on monday and I even thought of suicide yesterday!,,, and I cried a lot and I'm still so sad and my body aches